Cynthia K Still Recovering

Posted by: Vivien

Feb 18, 2004

It's embarassing for me to admit, but I haven't had sex with many people. In fact, I am far below the average number for a girl my age. Since I've been back at University, I still can't quite get over the boy I was going with last fall for a bit, who is my only real reference for great sex. I know I am a total dork, but while it's all been fairly good, he was just incredible. He gave me this outfit as a gift after the first time he hurt my feelings. I liked it and forgave him, and he as you can see in the videos on my site, I was very forgiving LOL--I even experimented a bit with anal sex. Now he kind of drifts in and out of my life, and I fear he's seeing someone else. My flatmate has been totally there for me, and I've had emails back and forth with a few of you about the whole thing. Now I think I am finally getting over it, and to prove that to myself I decided to wear this outfit and even take some photos in it. It really does make me feel sexy, but it's too bad that I associate it with him. While I still may be the same bundle of issues when it comes to myself, the pleasant feedback should help me put some more distance in getting over him.